The Context: It was early 1998. Life had to go onwards; There was much to learn and grow into.


Jordan

We met at Top of the Town, a brothel in Flinders St,  Melbourne. Her name was Jordan - so divinely powerful, she seemed to be from another life, and so was I;  I was lost for words. I had been to brothels before but this meeting was so different. I read her auras on a deeper level and I felt that we both  wanted some sense of real companionship so that we would keep meeting on an astral and psychic level, until  our energies would synchronise for the long term. This would be at some future date, when we had each sorted out all our past-life issues and relationship issues and problems. Clearly, it was about learning from the past in relation to sex and love; the absolute creativity - pthe heart of our being; the heart of our expression, compared to expression as a High Priest, which had been a lot of my real past life interests; and a sense of mission and calling. 

Why such connections? 

I had just got a Visa Credit Card with a balance limit of  $ 2000. I was in the last stages of my Bachelor of Arts Degree at Monash Caulfield, after having had many changes at Monash since starting my studies at the Clayton Campus,in 1991.  I had also begun a delivery driver's job at Ragazzi Italian Restaurant in Middle Park, by the sea. I was delivering pizza and pasta to several areas using my white 1976 Ford Cortina Station wagon as passed down to me by my father, and was finding my way back into a  new economic life, after having left my casual job at Target in 1992.

By meeting Jordan, by moving towards each other on multiple levels, as we did over the next year, from a distance,  I realised that I wanted to live again; to experience a love of life, rather than a mistake: to commit to a spiritual relationship with a Lord and its angels which I could not identify with at all, and still can't. Looking back I felt as if I had been abandoned by the cosmos simply because I could not attract the friends and relationships that I wanted. 

What I was looking for was a sense of emotional support, something close to the Girlfriend experience. There was so much stress in my work, and loneliness as well.  None of the healing modalities I had experienced since my father's sudden death in 1992, could have prepared me to face the losses I had undergone and that I still had to face up to.

My Physical Issues

The main connection here was a sense of disability and discomfort and anger at my physical height. I am 5 foot 3 inches tall and I had not really felt overwhelmed about it, to the extent of obsessing over it. But, why could I not find a girl friend?I had tried dancing classes in Year 10, but could not work it out. I had tried to get dates at my Target job in Camberwell, but this did not work out either. So I felt very emotionally deprived; did not know what I was really feeling or thinking, could not relate to others - just feeling down and out. 

It was in this situation that the beach was a very empowering place to work and relax, as I learned to deliver food and to work with all the different stresses. I went for short walks on the beach, and felt open to life once again. I remember feeling happy for the first time since my father's death. This was 6 years later, in 1999.

It was because of my father's death that my entire emotional self opened up. I had been a very left-brained person, until that time. It was grief, loss and bereavement that caused me to abort my Law School studies in 1993, when it felt meaningless to continue. My father was gone and there was a sense of no further point in a life style which  in the end I did not want.

There were miracles in my life between 1992 and 1998. In 1993 I found a Naturopath who also worked on what is known as a Vega machine from Germany. This machine can detect electrical blockages in the physical body and clear them using flower remedies such as the Bach Flowers from Britain. So, when energy flows in the body get blocked, such as through grief and loss, there are corrections applied to balance the body's  organs and meridians energetically once again. For me it was a tremendous release of grief (that I faced through listening to Kenny G's soothing as well was poignant melodies) that helped me to face my father's death and to find a pathway of new meaning, purpose and sharing with others. A more heart-oriented journey than  just a intellectual one.

I was also helped immensely by a Reiki healer living in Marysville who I met on several occasions. Driving up Black Spur to Marysville to see her and have a Reiki hands-on energy healing session was exciting and daunting at the same time.

Why was I working in and for a restaurant, when I had a huge academic background and achievement?

Outcomes

I felt that I would meet people there who would link me back to my father, Ranjitsingh, who passed away in June 1992, after a heart by-pass surgery failed, at the age of 53. My father had bought a blue Italian Fiat 1100, many years before; he had also told me that he would like to see the Italian rice harvest at some stage in his life.

Where does all this connect up? 

In 1993 while shifting my energies through Bach Flower Remedies  to clear grief out of my aura, I had a dream on my birthday on the of 5 October of that year,  where I was given a book called Many Happy Returns with the name Edgar Cayce. Later when doing some research at the Theosophical Society in Russell Street, Melbourne CBD, I found such an entitled book which was penned by W. H. Church, on the lives of Edgar Cayce. I had also some years before, in my teens read Many Mansions by Gina Cerminara, which was about the files in Edgar Caye's archives on physical and psychological karma, and the resolutions that were given through the Sleeping Cayce. Also my naturopath had seen my energy field and had told me that I could be Edgar Cayce. 

The year 1998 was prophecied in the Edgar Cayce Readings, as a timeline which could be astrologically used for that soul entity known as Edgar Cayce, from Virginia Beach, Virginia USA. It was this timer that Cayce in the spirit world choose to use through me (the entity known as Devinda Goonewardene), to meet various people he had known in many different soul-cycles, at the beach (Middle Park, Melbourne Australia) and Virginia Beach, Virginia USA), where certain commonalities and memories, could  be shared, relived, and celebrated. Most of all it was to be cooperative effort on everyone's part (as given in the Cayce data in the 262 and 281 A Search for God Readings) in order to make logical and clear spiritual and physical gains. It was set up as a grand cleanser of memories (both positive and negative vibrations) to gestate the New Age on Earth.


The Causalities

The past lives that impacted on me in this life cycle were several: Utjld from Persia some 9,000 years ago, connected at Ragazzi Rastaurant as a part of one of my bosses; which brought back to me the remembrances of abilities to levitate, which I was using as there was a psychic and astral war going around in Middle Park. Then there was a connection to Egypt where Cayce had many lives, where the main connector to my height was the  boy-king Tutankhamun . This particular incarnative frequency is from a future life around 2109, where a Cayce Reading had identified the rebirth of a Mummy who Cayce was seen to be spending a lot of time with in the future. There was also Cayce's incarnations as John Bainbridge a British soldier of fortune, where the above sexual and relational issues were built as a pattern of both regeneration as well as problems.

For more information on Caye's documented past lives see Many Happy Returns: The Lives of Edgar Cayce by W.H. Church. 

Also read a copy of Harmon Bro's book Edgar Cayce: A Seer Out of Season. Bro's analysis of Cayce's past life influences on himself and others is excellent.



Through the forest


For me this image represents a sense of divine and spiritual energy, which can create miraculous healing. This was how I perceived the mountain Black Spur in Victoria, Australia


On the road to Marysville


Marysville has a rose quartz energy frequency which is very powerful for healing the heart chakra; especially forforgiveness and release. 

This is a image of the Egyptian-Boy  King Tutankhamun. Looking at it I see several energies including Edgar Cayce, Michael Jackson, David Wilcock (another Cayce reincarnated energy), and Bubba from India, and Myself.

This is an image of a Egyptian Queen known as Nefertiti. Looking at her I seethe energies of my late Mother Shelagh, from a Dutch Burger heritage in Holland. She was also connected to Hilary Clinton.

The Issues: My Questions

What created the physical and psychic blockages - in three  timelines (my current lifeline, King Tut, and Edgar (1877-1945)). Not just my physical height, but my intellectual capacities as well?

Was it some part of me or some part of others?

Was it that I would be able to tap various auras in others and shift them as a child under cosmic direction could learn to do so?

That it was about a child's ego: being able to shift ego states and ego boundaries , to allow multiple psychic and spiritual channels to emerge and then be cared for and expressed as needed?

When other adults could not get the learning, growing, energy fields?  

Fields that would regenerate Earth and shift this planet to an astral and psychic space for love, peace, healing and and expression.


It was many years later, when I began using Clozapine that I realised the reason for my small frame and stature. If looked at from a certain angle that it was about being seen as a child, and therefore being able to relate to other children - even in adult hood. This meant that I was perceived as young rather than an adult.

Many years later, I realised why, after feeling very sad and hurt that my life and relationships were in shambles. Only such a psychic and physical matrix could create a relationship with a Father, who I discovered as being an outer space  energy field that is an Arcturian  Elder renowned for creating peace and happiness on Earth. This was the ET  Source that Cayce had working through him as the Sleeping Prophet in America. Cayce had earned the right vibrational connections through his work with We, the Arcturians (Cayce spoke from his dream state of "we are through". to be able  to go to Arcturus in the Bootes Constellation after his death. There he  realiseded that his dream of one day being able to be the love of such a Father, and that he had trained for such and would somehow be seen on Earth in the future as such.

This being is Mozart who could rewrite cosmic symphonies to help heal and support all beings on Earth today and into the future. It is what is known as a polyphonic vibration - i.e. there are  true reincarnative energies from other times and other places - including outer space, and other people, that are placed into a new cosmic framework and expression which is Music in all its facets. 


I was taught humility and forgiveness by my experiential journey to date. If love was what I wanted to learn, the cosmic and earthly courses would teach me that  love is not unconditional but must be earned and expressed; rather than hidden, and cut off from being validated through earthly expression.



What was the Karma I was meeting in my present Lifeline? That is what I have to learn of in time.


See this site, called Touching Base, that enables a new way of seeing sexual expression and disability, from multiple points of view. 

" My soul is Music said Mozart and that is the cosmic marriage I have made with a collective soul group who love life and creative healthy expression of life on earth as the balancing between Heaven and Earth becomes the Way that I love and care for the most."



Yanni's music (below) is so evocative,I hope you will find it too.

 


The You-Tube presentations below are used by me to create and support people on Earth with disabilities like myself (physical deformity),

to learn and grow in compassion and to invite understanding, awareness and support for our individual and collectivejourneys.